Sinner,lies,deceit

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2010-07-15T22:15:00.001-07:00

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2009-06-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

Tick tock, the clock is moving so fast everything feels so dim... I don't know, tell me whats wrong?

Today I cut my hair with WH! :D Afterwards, I cabbed to school for DNT. Spent afew hours trying to draw a perfect box! In the end, my drawing was wrong , can die! Headed home with PY and met her online~ Then guess what?! Ivan rang me up! I got a shock and I swear my tears instantly flowed! I missed him hell loads!

he went: Lets go QQT this week with MY and the rest!
Me: Okaaaay! Ahhh I super duper miss your! :(
Ivan: Yea la call you don't want to pick up! Message you don't want to reply! Donate your phone at least can do charity!
Me: My phone spoil laaa !
Ivan: Call me later! And don't tell me your button spoil huh!

He's so cute huh!^^

Jeron is hospital now, recover soon even though he hates me :)

2009-06-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

PEPPER LUNCH!

10.30pm;
morning! I just woke up from my lalaland :D

Heres a story, when I didn't go school, the office calls my house.

Ring~

My aunt: Hello

Woman: Hi where is sharrel?

Aunt: Sleeping...

Woman: Why she never go school?

Aunt: Cus shes Sleeping...

Woman: Can you wake her up?

Aunt: She don't want

Woman: Whats her mother's number?

Aunt: ********

Ring~

Mother: Hello

Woman: Hi why your daughter never go school?

Mother: Shes sleeping...
Woman: You know shes suppose to come?

Mother: Holiday already don't have to go what..

Woman: Still need , please wake her up thanks

Mother: Ok Bye

haha I think its funny.

Anyway its Great Singapore Sales! Im so excited I'm gonna begin shopping from next week! ^_^

Update more tomorrow im going back to sleep!~

2009-05-30T11:03:00.000-07:00

Morning sexays! MT papers on monday and I have no qshjdlka mood to study! Last week was hectic, I had loads of sorrows and loads of sexy ass fun!

Friday,May 29
Happy birthday Eunice!

E came to my house to cut her cake*,Afterwards,headed out to meet with Jo and Bryce, heh heh played the alcohol game and Bryce kept losing hurhur I don't have to drink any! Wanted to make him drunk but failed. That sore loser cannot win me forever muahaha!

Ard 10 plus headed to meet E and we went to watch The Terminator. Sound effects were damn loud haha! I screamed while watching the "Drag me to hell" advertisement!

P.s Robots scares me. hurhur. I bet their gonna take over the world someday ...really.....

After the show which was 3 plus , we headed to my house , E was attached to her husband , computer. They were happily married, Me was sleeping ,full stop.

Saturday,May 30

Headed to the zoooooo ! Weather was scotching hot eh but the animals are hotter! Watched the mini show too, this angmoh guy went out to strip hahaha so chio!Afterwards, headed to eat then I went off to meet Emerald to study, in the end there was no outcome to it . Went home and shut myself down via my darling computer.

2009-05-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Hurhur today went Hajilane, Bugis and Iluma with Jo, so fun yo! Will update pics some time later Im sooo tired.

To E: Ive been trying to talk to you,joke with you for the past few weeks and everytime you give me that restless look. I'm very tired trying you know?you say it's cause of the incident?I've forgotten about it why do you keep mentioning? I don't tell you whats on my mind? How can I tell you things if you don't even want to talk to me...How can I clarify if you ignore my call even?

To M: Hair is the stupidest reason I'd give up a wonderful r/s especially when your so impt. I'm surprise if you even come to that conclusion. On tues you and E gave me the expression that really caused me to be rooted to the ground speechless. What do you expect me to do then? Don't you have moodswings sometimes, especially when I've been in pain for almost a week its quite reasonable isnt it? I'm really at a loss. You always doubt me, very ironic. You're speechless so am I...

Eventually it all boils down to me being at fault, I'm sorry. even if the two of you will hate me, at least now you know what I feel. I don't hate your kay, I still love you loads. As I'm losing you all it hurts so much I have becomed numb.

2009-05-21T07:44:00.000-07:00

Needless to say I still love them alot,
How I wish it'd all be the same, I wanted to make this the best birthday for you but I might not be there, maybe you look so much happier without me, anyway stay happy my darlings, love you manymany!

Gonna' occupy myself to the maxedzz the next 3 days! xiao india tomorrow with jowe! ahaha cant wait yo! Gonna take many pictures!!

2009-05-16T08:13:00.000-07:00

Currently 11.30pm,I just woke up and I'm having a very difficult time right now. My body is aching, head is spinning, eyes are swollen and my throat hurts alot. Probably cus I had a long day yesterday. Yesterday, was my first trip to sentosa haha I feel so loser! Wasn't much of what I expected but it was okay.I love to disturb crystal!! Afterwards, we headed to vivo for dinner , cine for pool cus chambers were fully booked and then back to plaza to slack.Only left with Mz, Char, Angel, Xiaoxuan , Jessica,Yanting and me,we chatted all the way to morning. I hope everything is alright now C. I'm so sad my hp bills haven't been paid and I can't call nor message anyone. Apologies my darlings. Anyway I feel so lost now. I don't know what else can I do right feeling so sick. I wish Ivan will come by now with hot porridge like last time since I miss him so badly! I'm gonna cut bangs again! hurhur I think I'm going to bathe first and find something to amuse myself, bye readers!

I thought I saw you...

2009-05-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

School was per normal today.

Saving up for seoul garden lunch this coming saturday , hurhur after that I'll revert back to my poor self again :(

Sigh, studied so hard for maths and I failed so badly for paper 1, teacher says I need a B3 for paper2 to pass... Seems like I'm going to fail all again this sem.

Haiya anyway today I did an unbelievable thing!

After 2 years, I finally bathed my bunny!

Sumore I use my favourite soap on him!

Haha my rabbit is so funny lor, rubberband also eat!

Then, he can stay at a corner for 4-5 hours without moving...

Anyway currently I'm thinking of a proper name for him cus I call him different names everyday..

Don't know why but I'm considering Quincy which was last friday's name haha!

Kana everyday change name really kill alot of my brain cell hor,,,

Anyway just to let you guys know, Singapore flyer is at $10 when you present your student pass. It'd only be available for the month of May.

So before it raise back to 30plus, those who havent ride it can try it this month hurhur ^^

Study period!

2009-05-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

I still have a thousand words I want to tell you...

Thursday, May 01

Lucky today was a break. Mugging so hard for exams in the end I'm still flunging.Anyway today after night class which ended at 9, planned to study with darling but in the end when people started coming we end up chatting. Nonsense started as we debated over the "work thing" haha lose until so badly.Time passes so fast, arnd 3plus, we went to the carpark to tell ghost stories. The stories were not scary as compared to the place, time and I remembered my past encounters.

Let me say two of them,

Encounter 1: last time,when I was in primary school I always take the school bus at 5plus. Every morning I will pass by old cck road. Then one day, while passing by I saw an old lady outside the old CCK camp site. She looked normal but she was smiling and waving at me. I just stared lo then I ask my bus driver, "why is the old lady waving at me?" Then he looked at his front mirror and ask me" where?" my cousin was beside me she also turn but saw noone. Then I turn again she was gone...I wonder why would an old lady be standing outside the campsite gate early in the morning.

Encounter 2: last time, when I was still staying at cck, I had to always sleep early at 10. I share a room with my 2 elder sisters but they will sleep late so I always have to sleep alone. That night, I was listening to the radio while trying to sleep. Then suddenly, the radio went silent and suddenly I saw many images in the fire. I tried to scream but nothing came out.I felt as if someone was strangling me. It lasted for about 2-3 minutes but it felt like it lasted forever. As soon as everything ended, I quickly dash out of the room and my tears straight away flow down so fast. I told my sisters what happened but at first they said maybe it was a dream. I replied, "How can it be a dream if I was wide awake only that my eyes were close before that?" It was as if I saw hell....

I was especially scared of that house. My sis told me before she used to play with a little girl(she thought was her friend)when she was young in the house. Then there was a period of time she would dream of that little girl being drowned by her father in the fish tank. That is dam fking cruel lahs. Anyway after all the story telling, I was so scared to go home as my house need to take lift and was at the end of the corridor lol, so stayed out until 5plus so shag, in the end went home haha. Blasted my music in the lift hoho.

Friday, May 02

Woke up at around 6, played com awhile, prepared and went to eat dinner with sister. Afterwards met darling and studied at macs. We both are so tired today lol so left for home at 11plus. While walking I started pondering about the past suddenly. Don't know why I felt so sad and I began walking so slow. My temptation for alcohol came and I wanted to drink so badly. Sigh, I don't know life is so typical.

Incapable

2009-04-28T09:38:00.000-07:00

Today, E came to my house for abit cus' it was raining. Finally, today I made her touch the com which she had been avoiding for 6months! ahahah! Bathed and prepared while she used the com and headed to meet dearling aftermath. We headed to Bugis for a special occasion which lasted until 9. Had our dinner at longjohns' and rushed back to Bp for our study time. I'm now left with a big decision to make, either I fail midyear to earn big cash or not. I've been offered a deal that is so tempting and almost impossible to decline. Life is tough when you have to make decisions whereby you can only choose to walk on one path.Thus,I'm so afraid of choosing the wrong path... This choice I make will inevitably affect my life and I know it. So what is this deal about? I will not elaborate alot but roughly it is able to get me thousands in a month with limited labour. How foolish is this?...

Reminise,

2009-04-07T10:11:00.000-07:00

Went out with dad straight after school as he's flying off :( spent my whole allowance to treat him pastamania, though food was good my heart still aches lol. Happy birthday daddy~ Trainride home was boring, I'm half asleep with thoughts occupying my head, so reach home, I call and disturb Ivan haha. Guess he's still there for me after all. Gave him a whole shitload of what's on my mind, I told him I was so tired both mind and physically, then he replied what I always say, you're like a tree ... so cute hor but no link .. Around 15mins he says he got to work le, so I hang up and call his gf haha! We had heart to heart talks as usual, wanted to go to timah to talk but I was very tired , sorry gf. Wa she told me manymany things I didn't know, so funny. Then say halfway she emo become I comfort her ...But dearling said something so sweet, life is unexpected you will stumble upon obstacles and you will fall, nevertheless I won't let you stay in the middle of nowhere, tsk, suddenly I miss them alot! I've got alot more to say and catch up on, can't wait for this friday! She say bring me go catch icecream! It'd be a good friday for sure!